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[27 Mar 2006|01:13pm] |
so..for about a month i attempted to get my password from livejournal and update again...but they hate me..so i never got it. but today.. my password was finally e-mailed to me! woot woot.
so its been about a year. and it is insane to see how crazy different things are in my life now compared to what was goin on a year ago. i dont think i have been through as much change that i have been through this passed year, ever before. College is awesome. Marist has been really great and im glad things have worked out so well. I was having second thoughts about my entire life at a point, cuz im not gunna lie i really just wanted to go to school in cali and be a dolphin trainer and surf all day, and really had no idea if i should really be an elementary school teacher...but it's all good. It sucks that i really have to know like..right now..what im doing with the rest of my life. They tell you that you dont ever need to know and that we have so much time but they LIED. you have to know..or you'll waste years in school taking classes that will end up just being a complete waste of time. Anyway, im excited about where i am right now, and what i am doing with myself. and it makes me feel a lot better. :)
so life plan: school to be a teacher..STUDY ABROAD IN AUSTRALIA NEXT YEAR...get the masters.. live like F.R.I.E.N.D.S. with the loves of my life. maybe. haha. <3
there are 40 something days left TOTAL until summer. and its CRAZY. i can't believe time is flying by like this.
this past month ive learned that i take a lot for granted. so many unexpected things have happened and it still blows my mind that its really happening. appreciate every minute of every day of your life. forget the stupid things. worrying..is the biggest waste of time and the most useless emotion. it sounds so cliche but seriously live every minute of life to the absolute fullest.
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[03 Apr 2005|09:19pm] |
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life = amazingness
everything is going so fast.
my agenda is slimming down to nothing...its scary...10 weeks left! wow
got the prom dress today!! im excited. :)
theres so much going through my head right now. and i really wish i could just figure things out...it really should be so much easier than im making it. stuff has been different...and good...and im gunna stop now. hopefully things will clear up eventually. and hopefully i will be swept off my feet sumtime soon.
joyce benson was at the same restaurant i was at tonight with my family...that was weird. shes crazy.
its gunna be really warm tues and wed... i def cant wait. :)
o and im gunna win the vegetarian challenge ;)
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[21 Mar 2005|07:21pm] |
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i didnt get into providence today...which makes things a little easier for me i guess because now im definitely going to marist. :) i didnt really even need to hear from providence i think i just wasnt ready to make a decision yet. im really excited about marist...but its just scary to know ill be there in a couple of months. it puts a weird feeling in my stomach thinking about it or talking about it. im really happy though...ive always wanted to go there, and now im really going.
i got really scared today. there was a bad accident on saturday night. 3 19 year olds were leaving a party...and the driver was drunk. he crashed into a tree on mt pleasant rd. right down the street from my house. the driver was killed instantly and the other 2 were treated at stonybrook hospital and are fine. that night i was driving home from caitlins house at around 3 AM and saw cop cars but had no idea what was going on and i came home and went to bed. when i found out today what really happened that night i couldnt believe it. its horrible..it makes me sick. i mean i was driving passed it today and saw the blood all over the road still. these tings really happen. if i had driven home an hour earlier...this accident could have involved me. i hear stories all the time about drunk drivers and horrible accidents and innocent people being killed in these accidents, but when it happens to close to my house and only an hour after i was on the road it really makes me think. one night of drinking can take you're life...or someone elses. i will always be so careful. it's so upsetting to see things like this happen.
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[19 Mar 2005|04:04pm] |
marist...<3
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[07 Mar 2005|07:28pm] |
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it was so warm today!!!! ahhh! its such a tease tho...bleh its gunna be so cold tomorrow.
the warmth will come soon enough tho.
so...before-prom-pics! at the beach!! i think yes...brandon we'll make it happen no worries :0) even if we have to take pictures by ourselves then meet up with everyone else haha.
craaaazy week ahead...cant wait till avenue q!! and sr. banquet! ive never had shoes that i had to practice walking in. theyre kind of dangerous. we'll see how that goes.
badminton starts sooooon!!! woot! cant wait! yea leftyness!! kevin theyre not gunna know what hit em. haha. :)
i luv the beach boys.
and sunglasses.
they make me all warm and fuzzy inside
:)
<3
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[27 Feb 2005|09:46pm] |
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[21 Feb 2005|12:26am] |
i really think its time for summer now
the snow was cool at first...but i think we got enough
i want to be able to walk outside in a tanktop and skirt and flip flops and be warmmm
i want to go to the beach
i want to surf
i want to wear flowers in my hair
and i want to be tann...the natural kind
i neeeeeed summer/ warmness nowww
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[15 Feb 2005|09:44pm] |
wow everything has been soooo great. this weekend was really awesome...aka rocked! at mollyblooms...they were def the best there. sooo good. we had a great time. we missed entropy...but they'll be playing on the 26th and they are def going to kick so much ass and i cant wait!! and now aka is playing too which makes it even cooler! we partayed it up at the florios later on that night...and sang our hearts out :) always so much fun. then i had another drum lesson with greg!!! and he made me feel so good!!! it is sooo much fun i really like it a lot, i got to play i dare u to move this time!!! :)
i really thought valentines day was going to stink but it was soooo so far from stinking. i woke up to a card and chocolates from daddy :) and then every minute of that day was just awesome. people made me feel so special....especially andrew...i luv u so much. i dont need that special someone to make me feel special...i mean i would like to have that person sometime soon, but my friends care about me...and that's all that matters. i luv u guys so much...and just the tiniest things that u do make me so happy...thank you for making my valentines day a special one. <33
o and everyone see hitch! its sooo funny!
so much more to say but the real world is on... so ill be bouncing
<33
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[10 Feb 2005|04:16pm] |
i am giving up cereal of every kind for lent. :(
it will be tough...but i can do it
i am determined...no cereal AT ALL for 4 weeks
no lucky charms for breakfast...snack...lunch...or dinner
if any of you see cereal about to enter my mouth...smack me PLEASE im giving u permission.
i WILL do this...and i think ill feel a lot better too
woot!
"lets all go to...gulla gulla island!" gulla gulla GULLA GULLA
yesssss
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[07 Feb 2005|06:15pm] |
this weekend was really awesome. late sat night into sunday was hell...blehhh....but its over now and sat night was still a lot of fun. it was a learning experience i guess. whew...never again. and i love my friends...especially chris wolf...who did a ton for me this weekend, you are one amazing guy. and brekke...you're the best.
so the superbowl was cool last night... i finally got to hang with my party animal amazing neighbors...we had a lot of fun. o and i wrote down all my family members names in whatever boxes for this bet thingy and um my mom, brother and sister won...and i didnt. so i guess im lucky...but for other people...thats cool.
so im gunna go finish up this painting for this stupid class that i cant believe i got myself into. another sucky piece...o well schimsky makes me feel so horrible, its come to the point where i just dont want to try nemore....so i wont.
andrews home! <3
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[31 Jan 2005|06:52pm] |
second semester...wowness. this year is going way too fast...but every day has been amazing and im sure it will continue. so much to look forward to! :)
the concert last night was awesome. tripside was really good...and the lead singer is very good looking...and i met him...and touched him. lol it was a really cool place too. my hearing has almost come back completely!...coolness.
"dont let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game" - a cinderella story
lol kristen you're the best
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[28 Jan 2005|10:09am] |
yesterday was a kick arse day. i went to the city with the wfc peoples...it was wfc + leanne lol. we had an awesome time. it was FREEEEEEEZING but we went neway and dealt with the cold and not being able to feel our fingers, toes, or faces czu we're the coolest. we hit time square firt and went to the applebees around there and went to toys r us! and went on the ferris wheel! i cant believe they take pictures of you now when you walk in. nething to make money i guess...its crazy. after that we took a taxi to chinatown! czarine took us all over the place, it was sooo awesome. we bought all this cool candy at a cool grocery store and went to this mall and went in all these stores where they sold cool vido games and cd's and stuff. everything was so different, it was so cool. we were frozen...and decided to go to soppura? to get dinner. it was sooooo good. the sushi was really good. we went to this amazing italian bakery place after that and sat down and ate all this really good stuff. then czarines daddy drove us all home...he was def the coolest. we listened to all of czarines really cool music on the way home. then we went to erins! we got to do sum karaoke kinda lol and got to talk about everything it was really cool.
it was just an aweosme day....and we're def going again when its warm, the city's the bestest.
<33
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[22 Jan 2005|06:49pm] |
guys...i wanna be on broadway and sing and dance and act and give people the shivers that i get when i watch them... i want to be a drummer or a singer in a band... i really want to be belle, and an animator and be in the best place in the world...i really really want to work with dolphins too...i would love to live in a beautiful place in italy for a little while...i want to be a really good surfer and live on the beach in hawaii in a shack and teach little kids art...
that is all
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[19 Jan 2005|03:55pm] |
so this weekend started out ok...and then just plain sucked. monday was scary...it doesnt sound it...but it was honestly one of the scariest things thats ever happened to me.
all weekend i was just feeling down...just not myself, and i just didnt have any energy...it was from stress, how much was on my mind...i dunno a mix of things. so i went to golds on monday...cuz i told myself i was gunna go...and i am soo determined to meet my goals that i made for myself by prom. i was feeling all dizzy and stuff all day but went anyway...and after i was on the treadmill for a half hour and did weights for about a half hour i was on this leg press thing and my eyes just went totally black..not fuzzy for a couple of seconds like it was over the weekend when i got up too fast...i couldnt see a thing and couldnt like feel or control my body anymore. so the next thing i know is i opened my eyes to people shaking me..and my head hurt..and my back hurt...and i had no idea what happened. i found out i was out for like 10 seconds or something...def could have been a lot worse, but it was just so scary. i was so out of it and so dizzy and its just scary that i went so far with the whole eating better thing that my body just gave out on me. ms. taurassi was there and was helping me out a lot, that made me feel a lot better i luv her. i was a mess...and the chiropractor/neurologist i saw last night told me my backs kind of a mess too which kind of stinks but it will be better soon. i felt so stupid for treating my body the way i did....i mean to the point where it just stopped working.
so anyway its not a huge deal...people pass out...it was just really scary. and now i know i have to eat wayyy better...and get more sleep. the doctor said thats also why i was all not feeling like myself for the past week ish. it affected how my brain was functioning and stuff too. so today was a lot better, i was awake cuz i finally slept and i am eating right. yayness.
and its snowing!!! which is really cool...i luv it.
but i really really want summer to come...and i really really really want to go surfing like now. and i wish our trip to hawaii and cali was tomorrow. and i like being warm...and tan...and i hate being freezing and when my hands are soooo cold like 24/7 and i cant type right...like now
ill go watch the snow now...and paint so schimsky doesnt eat me...and study for some of these tests
if you got this far...you're the coolest...and you def deserve a lollipop
<33
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[07 Jan 2005|06:29pm] |
I hurt: in the arms and leg area after weights and pilates
I love: life <3, family, my friends, disney, summer, music, and so much more
I hate: when people lie, when people are too indesicive, and when people say they are going to do sumthing and don't
I cry: when my heart hurts, or when i get a boo-boo
I fear: dying...and starting college...its starting to kick in
I hope: for a really amazing next couple of months...and i hope something really good happens soon
I feel: really good about most things...not good because i feel fat
I kill: birds...i said it... i am a bird killer
I talk: a lot
I listen: to music
I break: a lot of things
I see: andrew standing next to me...and his preppyness...cuz he told me to write that
I smell: andrews cologne
I taste: gum
I work: at a.b. silversteins!
I remember: all the amazing times in the past
I walk: all over the place
I read: 300 page books in 2 days cuz i wait till the last minute and it stinks
I burn: a lot of things when a lighter or match is available to me
I breathe: not so well sometimes for stupid reasons
I play: the drums! cuz gregs the best! and soccer, basketball, softball and other htings when i can
I miss: a lot of things
I learn: not too much...cuz i can't make myself pay attention at all in school...i have tried and failed too many times...i give up
I feel: really happy
I know: a lot...more than many people think
I say: a lot of stuff
I dream: too much... i believe in things that i shouldn't... and the world is not like disney
I have: a great life, an incredible family and awesome friends
I want: prince charming to come to me sometime in the near future..and for everything to go well in the fall
I fall: for a lot of crap...and i fall on my butt a lot cuz im just stupid like that
I wait: for a lot...im a patient person
I need: summer...warmth..and to stick with this boot camp i set up for myself to get in shape and feel better about myself
I live: on bianco ct with the people i love, the best neighbors ever, and two houses away from my bro drew who i will love from the day i was born until the day i die
I sing: all the time...no matter how bad i sound...because i love it
1 minute ago: i saw you...i loooked up as you came through the door...my head started reeling it gave me a feeling there wasnt a ceiling or floor (hehe cinderella if u didnt know <hearts3)
1 hour ago: i was babysitting...and then talking to my neighbor robin forever because i love her and i love babysitting and i always feel so happy when i leave that house...i miss it and im glad i finally babysat again tonight
1 day ago: i was at abs! and it was amazing we had so much fun
1 week ago: it was vacation...and i was having fun
1 year ago: i was a junior...having a good time just like i am now
1 lifetime ago: i think i was walt disney....wait but he was alive when i was alive...i think...eh w/e i still think i was him, i cant describe to anyone how much love i have in this heart for everything about disney and what he believed in...i think it's a little too much to not have been him...if u know what i mean...haha and this will go down as one of the craziest things ever posted on my lj
5 minutes ago: talking to chris, greg, and kevin online, and the sister in person
5 hours ago: i was at baja! or babysitting, i dont know...but tonight was amazing
5 days ago: i was learning how to play the drums...cuz greg rocks, and working, and hanging with my family for this big family dinner thingy w/ the grandparents
5 weeks ago: erm u really expect me to know what i was doing 5 weeks ago...i dunno going crazy cuz those couple of weeks before christmas were the most insane weeks ever.
5 months ago: it was august, and it was summer, and i went to disney! and i was working at camp everyday and i was having an amazing time with my friends during our last mont hof summer before our last year of high school
5 years ago: great hollow!!! ah!! <33333 two of the best years of my life in that school
and that is the end of my o so exciting survey that i hope someone took the time to read, cuz that would be really cool
wow and as im finishing writing a stupid survey that i could care less about...i find out that kerry's friends grandpa died at her sweet 16 tonight...and i am so incredibly sad for this girl right now...and i cant even imagine how upset this family is right now...and i am so sorry
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[02 Jan 2005|11:41pm] |
today was a really great last day of the rediculously short break. greg is the best! i had my first drum lesson today and i luv it so much. i dont even know if i'll go newhere with it but it's so much fun and i really think im okay at it. i luv when you try sumthing new...and discover that theres something else you might really be good at.
i got to spend some time with my family tonight, i havent been able to spend much time with the grandparents and it was nice spending sum time with them tonight.
i then lied to my parents...again...because i've realized that i can get around their rediculous "no's" to things and went to andrews house to watch mulan...but we were really writing a "gov paper". i luv disney. mulan inspires me. it sounds so stupid and so sad but i really want to be involved in disney soo badly later on after college. if i really went along with doing what would truly make me happy for the rest of my life it would be working for disney...doing the imagineer thing, drawing characters and being involved in making the movies i love, or being belle and making kids dreams come true everyday. it's all i've wanted forever and i wish i could go for it...but it just wont happen. u know what else would honestly make me soo incredibly happy...being a dolphin trainer, but same goes for this dream...it wouldn't work.
sorry for getting a little off topic i meant to sum up this vacation and tell the people i love how much i appreciate what amazing people they are and let them know i love every second i spend with them. i have been lucky enough to find some of the best people living on this planet...and i luv u guys so much. "i luv u bigger than the disney castle" :)
well every minute of this vacation was great...school tomorrow...i can take it
<3 goodnight
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[02 Jan 2005|01:38am] |
so on to 2005. this past year has been incredible. so many new experiences and amazing times. i could list every amazing moment...but that would take a rediculous amount of time being that there is something great to write about almost all 365 days of last year.
i have met so many great people and have remained the closest to some of the most incredible people i know. there have been some bad times...but we move on and everything turns out okay.
so '05 is here. it's our year guys. everything has gone way too fast. prom and graduation are only a couple of months away....lets make the best out of this time we have...some amazing times to come.
<3
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[28 Dec 2004|12:14am] |
this weekend was amazing...tonight was awesome...this break is lookin good so far.
christmas was great
my friends r amazing
i luv my family
theres snow on the ground! <3
the concert tonight rocked
nyc ballet nutcracker tomorrow w/ the family + brekke!!
:)
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[19 Dec 2004|12:41am] |
this weekends been pretty great so far.
i really hope everyone had a good time last night.
some craaaaaazy things happened lol.
i luv u all so much <3
i love this season...i dont want it to end
7 days till christmas!
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